7/22/19

Alcohol - Franz Wright

You do look a little ill.

But we can do something about that, now.

Can’t we.

The fact is you’re a shocking wreck.

Do you hear me.

You aren’t all alone.

And you could use some help today, packing in the
dark, boarding buses north, putting the seat back and
grinning with terror flowing over your legs through
your fingers and hair . . .

I was always waiting, always here.

Know anyone else who can say that?

My advice to you is think of her for what she is: one
more name cut in the scar of your tongue.

What was it you said, “To rather be harmed than
harm is not abject.”

Please.

Can we be leaving now.

We like bus trips, remember. Together

we could watch these winter fields slip past, and
never care again,

think of it.

I don’t have to be anywhere.

7/21/19

The Wish - Louise Glück

Remember that time you made the wish?

           I make a lot of wishes.

The time I lied to you
about the butterfly. I always wondered
what you wished for.

           What do you think I wished?

I don’t know. That I’d come back,
that we’d somehow be together in the end.

           I wished for what I always wish for.
           I wished for another poem.

7/15/19

The Children Play at War - Gösta Ågren

The castle’s high walls
cannot shut out
the lack of enemies. Now
the knaves can no longer
manage to avoid
their soul, this vague sorrow,
and their idle
hands radiate like
useless pain.
Unprotected is the one
who lacks something
to protect himself against.

5/21/19

MELANCHOLIA - Michael Faudet

I am alone,

love passes by,

 

crying tears,

I wonder why—

 

I cannot find

what others found.

5/20/19

SONG FOR NOBODY - Thomas Merton

A yellow flower
(Light and spirit)
Sings by itself
For nobody.

A golden spirit
(Light and emptiness)
Sings without a word
By itself.

Let no one touch this gentle sun
In whose dark eye
Someone is awake.

(No light, no gold, no name, no color
And no thought:
O, wide awake!)

A golden heaven
Sings by itself
A song to nobody.

5/18/19

NOT GETTING CLOSER - Jack Gilbert

Walking in the dark streets of Seoul
under the almost full moon.
Lost for the last two hours.
Finishing a loaf of bread
and worried about the curfew.
I have not spoken for three days
and I am thinking, “Why not just
settle for love? Why not just
settle for love instead?”